LOL not a chance. but fic, i have been writing it! which is weird for me (like ~a whole new world~) and so. you know. posting it is even weirder. but um, word up, this is long and rambly and there's beast and junseob and g.na meddles and hi i'm wondering why i'm even posting this. but yo, i think i'd forgotten what it was like to enjoy writing something so i guess that's a good enough reason to post anything. but naturally, feel free to cruise on by. :D and thanks to two of my favourite people (ever), rockthecliche and ibayim ♥ for reading and convincing me that it isn't actually awful.



( i wish the part of my brain that let me write this many words would also come up with a title. x_x )

lol i realize this is the second one i've done in a semi-recent time, but it'd be AB (pronounced like ay-bee, like the actual letters, not as ab the body part). so that people would be like, "let's go buy that AB CD."

this has been your useless post of the day, you're all very welcome, i hope everyone is doin' awesomely, and i am very sleepy now so i should go eat dinner and then crash in bed, okay bye. ♥

last day of classes. bored. finished everything. checked e-mail. checked lj. checked masterballs. I AM SO BOOOORED.

chick reading over shoulder. creepy... idegaf. (...as long as this is the only entry she sees. >_>)

because 'bye bye bye' came on tv this morning while i was eating breakfast. and then 'what a girl wants' by christina aguilera.

i don't wanna beeee your fooooool, in this gaaaame for twoooo... so i'm leaving you behind. ♥

idk today was pretty rad, too. made plans for harry potter in november. also for halloween! i missed my friends from middle school. ):

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unless you, for reasons i am obviously not aware of, hate october. in that case, i'm sorry. ): but otherwise happy october! :DDD

i'm so tired. i just wanna sleep. but it's 10:50. i am going to abuse being able to stay awake sort-of-late on days that i can, okay? ABUSE IT.

and i have marching band tomorrow. and we have the oktoberfest parade soon. and i have a unit test in history. and i want to stay home and play phoenix wright instead, is that okay? ...nope, guess not. ):

ALSO, i look like rudolph the red-freaking-nosed reindeer because i apparently managed to get a bug bite on my nose. a bug bite. on my nose. A BUG. IN OCTOBER. HERE. seriously what is my life sometimes. anyway, i was just saying on twitter and to rockthecliche, i should wear antlers to school on monday. (actually i wouldn't really do that because they have a rule against headwear lol. but i would wear them anywhere else!) so someone should send me antlers.

ibayim, you can add it to the package of pumpernickel bread i'm getting. ;DDD no, but seriously, i have no idea wtf i'm saying right now, just ignore me.

ughhhhh so sleepy. (why is it i only ever post things when i'm exhausted? D:)

I'M JUST SAYIN'.

comeback also opened my eyes to the fact that i have never had a bom icon despite the bias. ;___; gdiiii. people just never make bom icons, idek, it's always cl - 71982348912, dara - 4718923, minzy - 8, bom - 2. ): uh. also, her live singing got 10x better, so idk why she's so undervalued in the group. ;_; it's like she has no part in 'clap your hands' at all. ughhhhh forget that.

ANYWAY THEY WERE ALL STILL BEAUTIFUL STUNNING FLAWLESS GORGEOUS PERFECT ETC.

it would make life a hell of a lot easier, i'm telling you. or, at least, it'd make me feel better about it.

no, i have actual stuff to say, don't worry, i'm not just here for shits and giggles.

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nah, i don't feel like doing this right now. bye.

so, uh. thanks if you sent them! :D

it was a pretty quiet day, though. nothing big at all, because i hate going out i have no money to actually go and do anything with my friends, hahaha. next week, though, i swear. mostly, though, more than anyone i go to school now or anything, i miss my old friends. mostly brittany. it's complicated. i just. want to hang out with someone like ~old times~ and not feel like i have to be anything different. maybe it's the fact that, to start with, brittany and i were already really different. really different. i wouldn't feel like i have to be something she expects at all. (you'd never expect that we would have been good friends, though, honestly. but maybe opposites attract or some shit.)

but... yeah. before i go off on some long spiel about old friends and how i miss them and how everyone seems to have completely changed (lol myself included, i mean!)... kpop stuff, maybe. i don't think i've made a fandom-y post in a while? :x

( forever you're my girl~ )

and, lastly, this is random, but. i realized that gd having a birthday the day right after mine is kind of awesome, because really with timezones and all they're at the same time. and that means g-dragon all over my dash, all the time the day. and then a ton of stuff for bb's anniversary. idk man -- it's fun stuff! i'm just going to sit back and enjoy it. sweet deal? :3

also, look, it's bommie! ♥ gdi ilh.



(uh, no idea who made that gif. do not kill me, anyone. get at me if you know, i guess?)

i mean, you know, technically and all. it's a weird feeling, actually feeling older -- not because of my actual birthday, just because... idk, you grow and you reflect and you realize you really did change. for the better? for the worse? i dunno at this point.

probably for the better, this time around.

okay, srs bsns over because i suck at doing that for long (seriously, it's either four sentences just like that, or i can go on for DAYS if i have enough to talk about, and even sometimes when i don't). i really wish my clothes would get out of the laundry. mostly my pyjamas. i've gone like 3 days without clean, comfy pyjamas to wear. ;____; lol this probably shouldn't be that big a deal, but i sit around in pj's all day, so this is pretty significant to me. also ironically, i have plenty of OTHER clothes that would be great for going out................ too bad i never go out, huh? :3

in other OTHER news, computer just pretty much crashed a few minutes ago and then asked to do some their usual random disk checking shit but i was kind of more interested in getting internet, lol. oh well. :| i would cry if i lost everything, though. music and images (OH GOD NOT MY IMAGES -cries- my fuckyeahs would have to cease to exist, probably. gfdi) and pretty much my whole life... lol this is sad, damn.

AHHHH this should have probably gone at the top but maybe it's best not to mess things around now that i've gone and written them already, it'll just end up nonsensical. anyway! probably should have said this earlier too, i can't even remember when i actually added you, but saying hello to aishbabo! :DDD;; new friends (on lj, anyway; though tumblr is more of a friends-making machine for me than lj is) ftw? ily girl~. ♥

ah well~~~. how's the flist doing? holding onto life?